I hate the feeling of running after time, so I prefer being organized and usually would start planning and doing various little stuff ahead to get myself organized ... But May and June has been ridiculous ... Ridiculously busy and full of unexpected/unplanned events.
So here I am feeling pressed of the *SOON* due assignmentSS ... *sigh* ... Yet I am still procrastinating .... Due to seem like a mission impossible, do not have idea as to where to start the biggest assignment, feeling fatigue, being lazy ... etc etc ... can give you (and most importantly myself!!) tons more, yet I know these are all excuses!!
When did I start being a person lack of self-discipline and self-control? Really annoyed and frustrated about it~~ I know it is not by my own strength and will but at times I'm too proud to stop and ask God for the peace and strength; simply want to do it by my strength ... probably just like dealing with this assignment!!! *sigh* Lord, really need your peace, your rest, and your reminder so that I truly know who is God!
"Be still, and know that I am God!"